Ron: A Breakup
(AKA: 169 years and the boy still doesn't have a clue)
Damnit. Damn, damn, damn. I didn't mean for this to happen. I really didn't. I didn't want to hurt her like this, didn't want to screw things up. This wasn't even supposed to be a serious relationship. But she thought it was and I was too stupid to figure it out until it was too late. And all I did was try to talk to her about it. Isn't that supposed to be a good thing? But no, it had to blow up in my face. And now instead of a girlfriend who's a bit clingy, I have none at all. And on top of that I've hurt her.
But for God's sake, what was I supposed to do? Dump her earlier because I wasn't madly in love with her? Not say anything and make her keep thinking that I cared about her as much as she cared about me? Not that I didn't care. Of course I did. Jeannette's sweet and cute and funny, but she was too clingy. She cared too much. If I hadn't done this now it would have been worse later.
This isn't my fault, it really isn't. It's not my fault that I misunderstood what she wanted out of this relationship, it's not my fault that I didn’t want more. I didn't try to hurt her. I'm not vindictive, but these things happen. It just didn't work.
So why do I keep feeling like such an idiot?